Lurvade

Sleepless Nights

2010-10-21T00:51:00.002+10:00

Heres our first song this year. It came out amazing, really amazing effort by everyone.

Its called Sleepless Nights (been having alot of those lately) over the XV track Fall out the sky.

We have a new addition to the crew, Jarron, regans cousin who wrote and sung the chorus and we have my girlfriend singing background vocals.

Let us know what you think :)

http://www.zshare.net/audio/814922641d7768d2/

I think they call this umm.. venting.

2010-03-16T19:45:00.003+10:00

Looking back since my last post; life has changed. In so many ways it's too hard to retell without writing a harry potter novel.

As of now, I am currently a uni student, I have a new girlfriend, Josephine, who so far has been the most amazing woman to come into my life. I am now able to legally drive and right now I am suffering from the most fucking excruciating pain I have ever experienced over such a length of time (due to a ridiculous toothache and a fucked up nose due to my excessive use of tissues :D).

The reason for this post is that, my dream has been reignited. The dream of having a unified group of friends that will take part in the most amazing journey to be able to make a successful living out of marking and performing music. The past couple of years this dream has always been approached with a somewhat lukewarm attitude; all talk, no action. Now that life has officially begun, I have realized that I do not want to pursue the usual average joe way of life (go to uni, get a degree, get a job, retire, die). I want to pursue something that will take me out of my comfort zone, something that will help me achieve dreams that I still believe are notoriously impossible. But you gotta dream right?

No longer am I taking on the moniker of Embreezie. I found it too lame, too typical, too (for lack of a better phrase) 'try hard'.

September Breeze. As dubbed by Reagan (who now goes under the name June) there are many meanings behind the name, but for now I'll just leave it at that.

As a group Lurvade is still together, yet separated by countries, Tad living in japan, Reagan in Singapore and Vaughn and I in Aus.

Lurvade as a collective needs to go somewhere. We need to achieve something. So its time for us to get to work. So for this, we need to lurvade to extend further than just us four musicians. We need to be a crew.. we need a crew. A crew that will embark on this journey with us to achieve whatever success we need to achieve.

Let this post serve as a reminder to myself, that I have a dream, that I must not be pressured by the world to conform to their way of life.

I will achieve greatness.

I will be successful.

The world will know the name..

Lurvade.

The Sunday Soothing Sessions Week 1...

2009-10-25T15:21:00.005+10:00

Every sunday from now on I'll post some dope RnB' tracks that I'm really feeling at the moment..

First few are from one of the realest RNB artists ive heard in a looonggg time.. Raheem Devaughn

You - Raheem Devaughn

Woman - Raheem Devaughn

I think I love you - Dwele

Never Give You Up - Raphael Saadiq feat. Stevie Wonder and C.J. Hilton

Don't Change - Musiq Soulchild

That'll do for this week..

Lemme know what you think (leave a comment on the bottom)

Until next week...

Dear,,

2009-10-12T12:27:00.002+10:00

Dear miss,

i havent met you but i know your somewhere
understand how i feel cause lately i just cant bare
thoughts in my mind which poisons deep within my heart
memories so beautiful like a priceless work of art
i love you already and i dont even know your name
love so strong it almost feels like game
endless fire burning which cannot be tamed
let the rain pour and extinguish my pain
because right now i m on the egde of being insane
i m so confused such, a cliche phrase
trapped in a vortex through life, such a dangerous maze

i will continue this when i have time...
i need time to finish of this poem....
but i gurantee that it will be a good poem.....
so i make nothing of this feelings and let it pour rain....

My poems that i have written

2009-10-12T12:20:00.003+10:00

I feel like shit...
so i m going to post some of my poems that i have written in the past.

Hey girl, what you want from me
you want the jewellry, the clothing and the shopping sprees
but that aint what i offer, i beg to differ
from all the ohter guys i n your life i grow bigger
cause my loves a seed and you are my sunshine
thats why we grow stronger in the rainiest times
feeling you close to me makes everything okay
you give me the strength to live by each day
doesnt matter how shit the day might be
because
baby your all the remedy i need...

Ay baby, you say i m your boy
but you aint trying to time down i aint your toy
let loose of your feelings but stop right now
before i walk out the dorr youd be takin a bow
what you know about love girl your still so young
our trip to the starts have just begun
you want attention girl i be up in the studio
make cash and stacks for my one and only fo
if thats you then we need to take our time
cause baby first i need to make sure your in line

This song is for the times that i made you cry...
This song is to let you know that I.......I love you

Girl i know that sometimes you be feeling pain
Let me be your shield through the storm and the rain
cause in my heart i know that i wanna be with you
and when i look into your eyes i know your feeling me too...

FUCK

2009-10-12T12:09:00.002+10:00

Long time no post everyone who has been reading my blogs.
Ok so for a long time i hav e been under so much stress and lately i cant deal with the fact that i am forced to do so mnay things for my future.
My mum wants me to go to university in australia but my ideas are different. I wanna spend a 1 year break in Japan before i go back to studying.
Honestly i am fucking tired of going to school and i think i deserve a 1 year break from 12 years of so called school, AKA Slave Labour.

I am so stressed out and its not just because i am being forced to go bak to school, if compared to my other stress this stress is nothing but a piece of shit.

Ok so this is why i am angry most of the time.
I am sick of my self being depressed all the time.
I am sick of people asking me, WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU????
WHY ARE YOU SO DEPRESSED???
and this is how i feel when people ask me this question.......

wat the fuk do u want me to say???
how the fuk am i supposed to tell you how i feel when none of you dont even fucking know me?
what the FUCK do u want from me..

It is my life so i dont fukin need anyone else asking me so many questions on how am i feeling and how the fuk is should be living my life............

all these feelings i have, i have no one to share it with.
My mum wont listen to anything that i say so i am always keeping all these feelings to my self and i dont know wat to do anymore.
So i wanna ask all of the people who are reading my blog right now.....

what do you think i should do about how i feel??????
who am i supposed to share all my feelings with when my own muthafukin mum wont understand how i feel???

yer i have a girlfriend but i feel like its not right to be telling her all this shit./
I am scared that she is going to think i m a fukin pussy and then leave me./

I am scared to show ebveryone how i am feeling.....

i am scared the pople who i love are going to just get up and leave me.....

i know that to you..this is nothing
and that you guys probably wont even understand how i feel....

but i need someplace to share my thoughts and to express the way i feel

because i just cant stand it anymore...
i dont know what to do anymore....

i love her..

but i dont

but at the same time i hate my self

i wish i could just die and turn to dust

so i sont have to think about anything and i can just think about nothing....

i dont want any of this anymore............

i always seem to push away those who love me the most...

yer i know u ve all heard this somewhere before...

but now i know how this feels...

and it is very realll

i m gonna stop writing this before i explode and burst into tears...

because all i want to do right now is just cry....

and i want some one who can understand me......

i love...nothing...

i hate...my self.

Southern Girl

2009-09-13T10:34:00.001+10:00

Southern Girl - Incubus

Is everything a baited hook?
And are there locks on all doors?
If you're looking for an open book,
Look no further, I am yours.

We'll behave like animals, swing from tree to tree
We can do anything that turns you up
and sets you free.

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted.
Southern girl, could you want me?

So come outside and walk with me
We'll try each other on to see if we fit
And with our roots become a tree
To shade what we make under it.

We'll behave like animals, swing from tree to tree.
We can do anything that turns you up
and sets you free.

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted.
Southern girl, could you want me?

You're an exception to the rule
You're a bonafide rarity
You're all I ever wanted
Southern girl, could you want me?

Southern girl could you want me?(x7)
Southern girl....

Incubus is the shittttttt!!! =)

Lurvade '09 til infinity...

-=Embreezie=-

A thought out of the darkness (TAD)

2009-08-08T11:03:00.003+10:00

Okay, so before i share with you my latest poetry let me clarify one thing. Over the past few days i have suffered emotional pain which i have never felt before. It doesnt seem like a big deal to some but to me i cant put into words how much of a big deal it is. These days things are starting to fall apart again..I miss my family back in Japan, i hate my self for not working enough, i hate myself for allowing to fall for some one so much. so i came up with my new motto:
IF I CANT BE HAPPY THEN AT LEAST HELP OTHERS BE HAPPY.

so thats what i am going to do...
so enough of my problems, cause i know you guys have enough problems of your own.
I hope you enjoy my rather "emoish" poem

If heaven is a place on earth, then hell must be too,
A forest of death grows inside of you,

What do you do when you hear no laughter,
But only the cries of a tormented soul,

Your trapped in a cage with no before or after,
You go insane your out of control,

Try and escape from this blood filled memory,
All you can do is blame your soul for the felony,

Let the devil live among your broken heart,
Let him take you down let him rip you all apart,

Whats the point of living when death has no pain,
Just an eternity of darkness in the blood shot rain.

A verse/poem whatever... Embreezie

2009-06-08T22:07:00.002+10:00

Heres a verse/poem/the hottest fricken 16 I've wrote in ages.

If you can give an explanation to each line/ stanza in the comments, ill give u a cookie :P.

I stress my thoughts,
Tho stress is naught mentally.
Chemistry is my enemy,
As it regulates my energy and this caffiene better be,
a solution to my problems, tho solutions are problems in themselves
and most likely a problem to my health;
Hence the problem in the first place.
But why must I need this time taker, time waster,
and why did time tase so good in my first case encounter.

I let go of things that amount to nothing,
that includes all my bodily functions.
Drinking Red Bull just to counter the stress
of my battle with the enemy, the cousin of death.

Yes I'm blessed, I push my self to the limit.
Testing these lessons to see if my hearts in it.
Because without my team the only means is to lean over
and start to dream thats when I become sober.

Kinda what ive been struggling with for the past two years.

Ill post up some more later :)

2009-06-07T21:11:00.001+10:00

heres the beats i want to write to~~

This song written for a special girl <3
aka vaughn write it for ebonie

random tribute to the lurvade blog

2009-05-26T21:15:00.003+10:00

Hey everyone its been a while since i posted a blog so i thought id write something, i was in my room the other day and this came into my mind

my mind filled with pictures from the unknown
where they come from unknown what they mean unknown
i wonder through the darkness feeling stuck in the twilight zone
a sudden ring wakes me up and i realize it was just my phone
my brain still trying to process what Ive just seen in my dream
i freak out and scream what does this all mean!
then i wake up again but this time by my mother
she says tad omg i just fell of the ladder
i say are you ok i hope your not hurt
she turns around all i see is blood runnig down her skirt
she runs off into the distance and yells i m dead
how can that be stop messing with my head
i sense someone or thing staring down at me
i look up and my mums cold dead eyes lookingat me..

Magic in the making...

2009-05-21T20:09:00.002+10:00

Yo! Skinny, Hiro and 300 here are some beats i would like yall to write to, lemme know if theres any beats you wanna try out.

If youve written a verse, type it up and post it up here on the blog, once we got everyones done then we can just record like that bam!

Heres the first one...

Lets call this one We fight for luve,

Tad on the chorus, me, skinny and 300 on the verses, maybe tad on a verse if he wants.

Heres my verse

I gotta get in the race, I gotta get in line,
Cause this time im out to find this thing called love,
Pause...
This is a fruitless contest
Cause love, the word is used in so many contexts
Step up!
Right now its time to take charge,
There is no easy route this competition to large;
But noone ever said this journey would be easy believe me
but i need love as they said it would realease the...
pain, stress and trauma that im suffering,
its like when shes gone these feelings come on rushing in.
please, girl I need you to believe.
love is a feeling that i need you to concieve cause.. uh
without a hint of your scent,
I just sit at home lonely all I do is lament.
So as you return, its you I take hold of,
My nowandlater till forever and... We fight for love!

Chorus
Even when it gets to hard,
girl never let down your guard,
I'll fight for love, We fight for love

Our love is strong and never scarred,
ill keep it safe right in my heart

Yeh lemme know if you wanna edit the chorus or something, i got the melody figured out ill show u at youth.

Heres the next song
For the love of the game
http://www.zshare.net/audio/6031745203dd4cd3/

Basically for the love of music

Just write about your experience with music

The chorus ill keep from the original

If u need help just listen to that for ideas

Next up is
http://www.zshare.net/audio/60317631aaca93a2/
Hold it down!
yeh dope beat, you hear that part where it sounds like the beat is saying Hold it down, yeah we gonna say that every time it does it. Sooooo

Every four bars (lines) then it says hold it down.

So try and write 4 separate mini 4 line verses so we can switch between whose rappin. So like skinny four lines, me four lines, reagan four lines etc Tad on the chorus again, ive got a dope idea for him.

Example of a mini verse is my first one

Comin through and were setting in place
keep it low, so you feeling the bass
Seeing the face that was blind to see,
what Lurvade was designed to be, but still we
(the little adlib kicks in and says)
HOLD IT DOWN!

All of us gonna be on that itll be dope
Just think Lurvade we hold it down, talk about anything in that song.

Thats all ive got for now ill post up more later.

Again once youve finsihed your verse post it up on the blog as soon as you can, quicker the better. If you got any ideas for songs etc post the beats up or just ask me and ill post it up.

If you dont know how to post on the blog still just hit me up somehow and ill explain.

Alright

Have fun writing

Peace!

SKINNY-V ( First Post Baby) YAYA

2009-04-16T21:13:00.002+10:00

Sup ya'll

My name is Vaughn Govender a.k.a SKINNY-V

Im pretty sure i got the name SKINNY-V in grade 7, so that was a while back and its stuck all the way wit me till grade 12. So this aint no ordinary nickname lol
Well i was born in the real ghetto (South Africa) jks, in a place called Durban. I moved 2 Australia wen I was 7 years old, and i moved straight to the Coast best place on earth. I met the first member of Lurvade in grade 6, which happens to be Mitch a.k.a Embreezie and we intstanly it it off wit the rap music, always listening to it and "trying to rap". But as soon as we got to highschool then it all started the rap game lol
Few years later we met Reagan and Tad, and thats how Lurvade began.

Now lets talk about me, ummm yea im always listening to my Itouch, like non stop, u name it in bed, in class sumtimes in church HAHA
I've always been into music, and i always wanted to make it. Thats wen Mitch gave me the chance to rap. It all started in a lil room wit One Mic, juts like NaS would say.
And that wen i satrted to improve, but know one knew i could rap, especially frestyle rap. I didnt even know i culd do it.

Anyway enuff about the music. I also like to look good for the hood
Yea ya'll know wat im talkin about, Lee Skinny jeans, GHD Hair straightners,Ray Ban sunnies, this dont mean im gay, this just mean the Hunnies wont leave me alone :p

Well i hoped my first blog has interested you peeps, and ill keep ya'll updated
Keep an eye out for me aiight, Catch Ya'll later

0

2009-04-13T22:45:00.002+10:00

I discovered the other day,

I hate the number 0.

0 is nothing.

Anything that is multiplied by it or 0 is divided by it, it becomes nothing.

Non existant. Empty.

Many people are zeroes, and i relised i surround myself with alot of them.

Even negatives are better than zeroes, at least they have a purpose.

Me, I am in the form of a + bi. Any math nerds would get that (i is a complex, imaginary number)

so i am a real number plus complex, imaginary number.

The best of both worlds :).

Yet I am not zero, and hopefully will never be a zero.

Basically zeroes are neither leaders or followers, just people that are there, that just ruin everything. Or get in your road.

If you dont get it...

Dont worry :p just think about it for a while,

youll get it eventually :).

...Embreezie...
...Im out...

AYO SKINNY V AND REAGAN START POSTING YOU FOOLS :)

Lurvade from 09 til Infinity...

Im scared...

2009-04-13T20:32:00.003+10:00

Things always have a way of coming back around dont they...

In a situation i really dont want to be in at the moment. Me and tad always have a way of doin this.

Typical.

Why do we allow ourselves to be in these positions?

"Keep on the down lo, keep it discreet,
Im not the type of cat to have my biz in the streets" Q-Tip, Electric Relaxation

Please pray for us.

...Embreezie...
...Im Out...

I am in love...

2009-04-03T00:45:00.001+10:00

Keri Hilson... <3

Those eyes...

Checking in..

2009-03-18T23:06:00.003+10:00

Life is great :)

Stressful, especially since its year 12 and yeah.... kinda a big deal haha.

I wanna find a copy of FF7, i need a game to play..

Holidays soon that meaannnnssss MUSSSIICCCCC RECCORRDDDINNGGG.

Me and my man derek are gonna have a sesh where we develop all the instrumentals (all original)

The finished product is going to be amazing :).

New sound... New Everything..

2009

Lurvade is taking over :)

Aight well I best be out then.

Back to my pleasant overthinking :) (CH reference for those who dont know)

Peace in the middle east rain in spain...

Im gone.

(Go on then!) lol ATCQ

Hopeful... Tad

2009-03-10T21:02:00.004+10:00

Admit it we are over,

My dose of you ran out and now I am sober.

No longer do I need you there,

I am happy by myself, living life without care

Let go of my soul,

Getting over you, set out as my goal

Help me some one!

I've been wounded. Now death has begun...

The sun fades away and the darkness shines

But all i ever did, was to try make u mine..

Just blackin...

2009-03-08T22:45:00.002+10:00

Im bored as hell doin my Math C assignment...

You know it only came to me the other day that this is the last year im in school...

Like seriously after i go through all the bullcrap of the year, its over.

Most of the people ill never see again....

Wow..

Depressing type sh1t..

Check out my forum i made recently, nice lil community.

www.thecipherzone.com/forums

dope as hell discussions on there check them out.

Oh i now have 191 charles hamilton songs :p

And counting still got about 3 or 4 mixtapes 2 download :)

Sooo dope youll only ever catch me listening to him, noone else haah.

Started bass lessons recently, goin great :) need more time to practice tho...

Sooo much school, im like dead ass.

Aight well I best get back to Math c...

Peace...

Heart

2009-03-08T20:11:00.003+10:00

My hearts rhythm composed for that one special girl,

to care for no matter what

If Angels bring love then why do i suffer,

keep going through this and that

Too many unanswered prayers and lonely nights,

dear god, amen.

I cry when my heart goes out of rhythm,

try so hard to make it beat again

No longer can i tread these paths on my own,

the sands of time takes me to the unknown

how much must i feel to call it love?

until my soul breaks out into a sea of tears

when angels go insane and kills the dove,

so much has gone past so many years

i kiss the memories good bye

put it in a coffin and let it die

Why

2009-02-25T21:46:00.003+10:00

Its been a while since i posted a blog so here goes nothing.

Tonight i spoke to her again..For F**cks Sake.
Just brought back so many memories that i dont need right now
I cant take all this stress and depression at the moment

Just makes me wonder why do i still feel this way about her, its been 3 weeks since the last time i spoke to her. I m so stupid for still feeling this way about her. Because i am just hurting my self. But i cant help it. I cant move on,

WHY DID THE STORY HAVE TO END
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AND PRETEND
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LIE TO ME
BITCH YOU GOT ME ON FIRE SEE
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO THROW IT ALL AWAY
YOU SAID YOUD KISS ME ALL NIGHT AND DAY
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO STAB ME IN THE HEART
LEAVE ME LOCKED UP ALONE IN THE DARK
ALL YOUR KISSES ARE POISON AS LEAD
WHATS THE POINT TRYING TO RESURRECT A HEART THAT'S DEAD!!!!!!!!!!!!

I m sorry for the angry post but i cant help the way i feel

Hes Nice.... Embreezie

2009-01-22T23:19:00.003+10:00

Ever listen to a rapper, and when he finishes his verse you say.... This dudes nice.

Well ive been listenin to alot of Charles Hamilton lately and the dude is just NICE.

He sampled the fricken windows sounds how effin crazy is that.

Youtube him he is fricken dope.

Heres one of my faves from him.

"But everynight when I dream girl I dream of you.. EVERYTIME I SAY DREAM GIRL I DREAM OF YOU! "

that line was dope as hell, the dude just passionately loves music.
One of my biggest inspirations at the moment. He produces and raps, does everything by himself, which is what i wanna do... eventually.

But imma always be me, dudes like him just show me i can do it :).

Another dude thats nice, old school cat yall know him..... The Fresh Prince of Bel air WILL SMITH!

This dude can weave words together so well. Every verse he creates paints pictures its amazing.

So chill.

Oh and DJ Jazzy Jeff is my favourite producer alive. But ofcourse Dilla is my favourite producer of all time (RIP).

Until next time....

Deuces

...

Artists that inspire me... Embreezie

2009-01-16T01:21:00.003+10:00

Im bored and I figured why not show yall what artists and songs that inspire me. =)

First of all is the one and only Q-Tip from A Tribe Called Quest

(I dont know how to embed them here :s

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7A3OHelBweY

Love the bassline to that song

3 of my favourite Artists in one song, I know most of yall aint heard this joint.

Probably 3 of the main influences in my music

Next is A Tribe called Quest themselves

My fave joint from them

Chill music with positivity cant get much better.

New dude most of yall aint heard of. Very different look him up hes got a blog too majourly dope.

Heres his first single

I want his pink headphones!

Yall already know this next dude from the Day N Nite joint he did. Major in the clubs

May I introduce KiD CuDi

Defs a joint I can relate to

Now off of the hip hop tip we have.....

Kings of Leon

Such a chilly vibe

Next up is...

The red hot chilli peppers =)

Wow theyre amazing live

Back on the hip hop tip and we have a group I was once OBSESSED with

BONE THUGS-N-HARMONY!!!!!

That is all for one night ill come at yall later

Deuces.

For you

2009-01-16T01:08:00.002+10:00

This post i dedicate to Corinne Mcculloch
A very special girl, the girl whom i love, the girl that i would do anything for, tell her i love her looking into her eyes.
And actually mean it.

Looking at pictures of you hurts so so much. I feel like there is some one inside my heart tearing me up from inside. The person that i see when i close my eyes is you. The person i see in my dreams is you.

The pain you have caused me, no words can describe. If i was to put it into words lets just say you would of done me less pain by just killing me literally. If i was dead then i would not be feeling this right now. Every night i cry, because i m not strong enough to let you go. I am scared to death that i am losing you now, and will never have you back in my arms.

You told me to forget about it, and live my life. How can i do this when you are my life. How am i supposed to go on living when you are the reason i am still here. My world revolves around you, and when i am not with you I feel like i am incomplete.

One day you were my angel, you were my light, you were my empress, you were my Corinne and i felt like you were mine forever.
The Next day you were a grim reaper, set out to eat away my soul. Not to kill me but inflict pain upon me slowly and slowly until i am nothing, but dust and air.

When i lie on my bed, in the dark. Flashing images of you become a nightmare. A nightmare which takes over my reality, which takes away my dream time. Flashing images of us, when we were happy, when we would hug and when we would kiss. Happy memories which should be cherished become frightening slide shows of pain.

Because i love you so so so much, i made the decision to let you go. Even though i am suffering from all this pain and depression, all i want is what is best for you. Maybe one day you can realize all this and give me another chance of loving you.

People ask me. Do you hate her?
The answer is no.. i love you and adore you
Which is why i am going through all of this now
Everything i do..everything i go through. all for you..

I love you baby

and don't you ever forget that.

Thanks for reading..

Destiny... Embreezie

2009-01-16T00:47:00.002+10:00

Whats up world. Its Embreezie checking in.

I went to the John Bevere ceminar down at Centerpointe Church in Mt Gravatt tonight and it was simply AMAZING.

The church they had there was wowww you could of mistaken the place for the brisbane entertainment centre ahah.

Anyways as soon as I walked in I felt an uplifting prescene, I automatically felt good. No it wasnt the fact that the kickdrum cause the whole hall to shake or that the I could feel the bass from the bass guitar in my heart. No it was the presence of god im sure of it. And to all you non believers gonna give me hate for that saying that god isnt real and that christianity is bull crap i feel sorry for you.... honestly.

But yes John Bevere (google him and his honours reward message its amazing) was AWESOME he made me come to realise alot of things. He talked about having an Eternal Perspective. Well i believe that Jesus has saved me from hell because I believe in him with all my heart and I have reconfessed this tonight. So as the bible says I should be given eternal life right? So why do I worry soo much about trying to please the things of this world? I have been given eternal life, Im gonna live for ever in gods kingdom of zion :).

But my actions in this life are gonna determine what life will be like in the kingdom of heaven.
So whats the point of aimlessly chasing cheap thrills in the end how are they gonna benifit me? They wont. God has given me my destiny and he constantly reminds me about it, to make music to change the lives of others. If I can save at least one person or at least influence one person to make a change, imagine how many lives that one person can change. Why should i go on a path that he has not already chosen for me. He has already planned my life out, it is now up to me to live the way he has planned me to and not go my own way. I need to tear myself away from all things that are gonna distract me from gods plan (girls, girls, family, some friends, all the wants of my flesh). This is a new me and hopefully i stick to it.

So the music industry here I come. Get ready world for the coming of A.R.T Entertainment and Lurvade.

Im ready to have fun how bout you? Business + Fun = Success =)

If anyone wants to talk to me about god and has any questions i'd gladly answer them :) email me or anyone else in the group at lurvade@hotmail.co.uk.

Well thats me for the night,

Deuces.

Change..............(Tad)

2009-01-15T13:38:00.004+10:00

Some one once told me..that there is only one thing in this world that will go on forever..Change and Change.

We are surrounded by change, we live our daily lives experiencing change.
On my recent blog i told you that i have just come out of a relationship, which has been a long Long road.

I came across some old pictures of her....
which made me think, deep and hard.
All i want now is to go back to those times when we were still strong, and nothing mattered but us.

I know to some of you, this has nothing to do with anything.
But i just had to let people know how i am feeling right now.

I can't help but think, why did she have to change and become this person she is now.
Every flower has its season and at the end of it they all fall.
I can only dream of going back to those times..
If i could go back, there is so much i would change,
I will make sure nothing like this will happen.

But there is no point in dreaming because at the end i must face reality

It is times like these, which makes me think, Nothing lasts forever.
I thought it would.
But i guess I was wrong..

I tried to make us work out..
But all she did was push me away, even though i kept coming back
She stabbed my heart so many times
Yet i still came back..
But not this time..
Now it is time for me to Rest in peace
Its been a rough road..maybe its time to let go..

She would never read this so i say now.
Please don't Change..Please
And because i love you, don't do this to anyone else
I don't want you to go and make the same mistake...
I don't care how much you hurt me, Just don't do this to anyone else
No one should Experience what i have.

Yes i m 16. yes i know Im still young
And i know some of you who would read this is going to think
What would I know about love or change?
That's true..i don't know anything
That's why i m feeling this way now.

I guess its time to be strong..

Thank you for reading.
Tad

So i m guessing

2009-01-15T01:20:00.000+10:00

hmm its 1 o'clock and i m thinking
what am i still doing up
i ll tell you what i m doing up
i cant sleep because i keep thinking about love
LOL love? pffffffffffffffft
I m Tad Shiba( in a chuck bass voice)
i dont need love ( i mean come on)
who needs it

If you guys havent noticed i m being really REALLY sarcastic
=( =( =(

I wish you'd get out of my head!!! ARGHH!!!!

....

One more thing
There is a cockroach on my bed side table
>_<

omg omg omg omg omg omg

Hmm Bored.... Embreezie

2009-01-15T00:52:00.000+10:00

Dont you just love late nights, mixing the songs you just recorded and realising you need to re record the whole song again cause you did such a crappy job -_-.

Never mind that, heres some pics from our trip to kareoke the other day.

JERRYYSS BACK!!! =)
(Jerry is a friend of me and tad and he just came back from Taiwan =) Hi Jerry!)

Thats Tad on the left and me and the right. May I say that i have a Chuck Bass look goin on there (hehe i wish)
That was some damn good food. Lol Tad still rocking the mic
Lollipop =) Thats Jerry on the right and his girlfriends friend whose name escapes me on the left
POSER!
RAWR lol

Well thats me for tonight, hopefully I can get this Imeem player working so yall can check out our new songs.

Deuces.

Embreezie

Hello..Tad introducing himself

2009-01-14T22:53:00.000+10:00

Hello Everyone My name is Tadahiro Shiba, aka Tad, Hee-Lo. I have a passion for music, hairdressing and fashion. I am only 16 but am set out to find the true meaning behind love and life. Over these 16years i have been through alot, probably alot more than what usual people encounter. I have been witness to parents splitting up, Moving to Australia when i was just 5 years old, My mum moving back to Japan in grade 7, Living Here by myself for about 5 years now, while my mother works in Japan, have supported my mum while she was going through a sucidal times. So yer i ve been through alot, but everything that has happened has made me the man i am now. I am greatful i have many freinds, i am greatful i have my beautiful mum, I am just greatful that i am living right now.

I started rapping/sining/beatboxing when i was in yr 8. I ve always had a interest in music and always will. I believe music is the way of expressing emotions, when there are no words that can explain it. If there was no music in this world, I would not be the person I am now.

Now Hairdressing..Dare to be different?
Yes, I love to look good, even though i m ugly(jokes.....not really)
I spend ages on my hair every morning, even if i am staying home that day.
And even longer when i am going out with my freinds.
My hair expresses how i feel in a way, each color, each style has its own meaning.

Fashion..Dare to Be Different?
Yes, i loove fashion.. I dress differently to some, which makes me indivisual.
By looking at what i wear you can usualy tell my mood.
Hair..Fashion Love it=)

Now love.
Honestly i think i havent experienced that yet, but something similar.
Recently Coming out of a relationship for more than 4 years have made me realise that i have wasted too much time seeking love and never getting it.
Love is so complicated and i believe that there is no one in this world who can truly admit, they know what love is.
Girls are nothing but trouble?
I think not, it is thanks to girls who cause us trouble that we learn from our mistakes.
So i thank them.
By the end of my life. i want to be the first person to know what love truly is...

Well I guess thats it for now
If you want to know more just drop a comment=)
always glad to talk to new people.

Peace

First Post =).... Embreezie

2009-01-14T22:35:00.000+10:00

Whats up yall its Embreezie from lurvade signing in for the first post on this blog!

For a lil explanation on who we are were Lurvade a up and coming band from the Gold Coast Australia. We're a hip hop group consiting of 4 members. Me, Mitch B aka Embreezie, Tad Shiba aka Hee-lo, Vaughn Govender aka Skinny V and finally Reagan Tickell aka 300C.

The name Lurvade comes from Love Aid, were here to spread love and make this world betta by giving aid to those in need through music :).

Were gonna be posting up a lil bit of our individual lives and lives as a group, posting up new music, pictures, Tads therories on life, just a whole bunch of random crap.

Lurvade will be more than a group but a movement.

So let the movement begin!